maybe this entry is more about poor me, but lee.loo won't come to me anymore. ever since the other big dog here nipped at her butt while she was in my arms (right after my big gay male bear roommate came running in the house and "barked" back at her and ran her right into her crate) - she shakes and shivers whenever she hears any humans or the other dog's tags jingling.
she hides in her crate most of the time, or under the covers. i can't reach for her or call out her name and have her come running to me like she always has - she backs away from me now
. i can't tell you how heartbreaking this is. i know she thinks it's my fault that she got bitten and now she doesn't even trust me. she doesn't trust anyone, she's just like me right now - her mommy betrayed her trust & didn't take care of her and now she won't come close at all.
i know it's selfish of me, but darn it, i really need her right now.